Why do we take people who love us for granted? and why do we realise their importance only when they are not with us. what will you do if someday you return home and find your home destroyed, family dead everything gone in a moment. you would never realise the pain of others unless you have gone through the same. The very thought of losing someone close to you might disturb anyone. but what if it happens. Life can be excruciatingly harsh at times and you have no option but to accept as it is and walk ahead. I have also gone through some deep turmoils and i am trying to cope up with it. if you have ever lost someone close to you only you would understand what i am feeling. evryday is becomes difficult for me to start a day without thinking about you. everyday i wake up with so many reasons to smile and be happy and i try and maintain it all day. but i fail everyday. no matter what i do where i go, you are there in my mind. your words haunt my mind day and night, every moment i think about you. i look around for you, i long for talking to you, i wait for your call, i wait to hear those two letters DI....kaisi hai aap? yaar kabhi kabhi khud se yaad kar liya karo...i know you are not there. i always think if there any one way to bring you back i would have gone to the end of this world to see you again. you were right niks now i am so lonely that it seems i am dead. coz my friend my companion you are not there. now i dont have anyone to share my talks to, i dont have anyone to laugh with. i am so lonely without you....